The Day The Jack Stood Strong

Come back from work, on facebook and listen to the song...all of a sudden feel so sad...
Haiz...no idea how to control myself...

在这个一星期假期里，我做到了，那就是

白天5pm醒来，梳洗完毕，吃“早餐”，会家online, 打ps3, 吃晚餐，看download下来的movie,
凌晨睡觉。

这样的日子重复了一个星期，还有话讲吗？@#@@&^*^&(*%&^$!^_%&^q(*0

有够宅了。。。

明天就开学了，希望日子会好一点。。。

Today, I drop my tears... listen to just a song and after watch a horror movie ... =.=

the song is 一句话... ...

I think it drop because my mother's words that make me think about it, today I contact with her in msn.

I was playing PS3 that time and my mother ask me to find a girl friend in US =.=
The reason she ask me to find a gf so that......my summer holiday wont be so boring =.=
So, I drop because it reminds me that I am single and somemore with the song....

However, I stun a while and you know how I reply my mum?


































mai ka li kong...pi pikir sendiri

To all my families and friends,

Great news today,

I am not going to back Malaysia on this coming summer =.=
Due to my father, I am forced to stay here for 3 months holiday without things to do

WTF!!!!

We shall meet in the next year May 2010...sayonara........................

Recorrect maybe is 2011 d.....is very hard to say that time... I may get my internship

上一次，在刹那间，让我想起了一个关于他的故事。灵感是来自一个孤单寂寞的晚上。故事是从他小时候到成人的经历，

在一个童年的回忆
他，还是个十二岁的孩童，
他，充满着信心，
他，做起什么事来都是斗气高昂，
他，觉得未来是不会输给哥哥姐姐们的，
他，是个天真活泼的孩童
他，相信自己在未来是可以成功的，
他，坚信着只要有心一定会成功。

在他踏入中一时候
他，经历了一些挫折，
他，不觉得是个问题，
他，勇于面对与挑战，
他，追求了一位心上人，
他，付出了四年，
他，换来的是一场空，
他，还是坚持到最后没放弃。

在他开始接触社会时候
他，已经失去了童年的信心，
他，发现这世界并不容易，
他，发现自己在走下坡，
他，考试成绩一落千丈，
他，试着改变自己，
他，为了得到别人的注意而开始做很多傻事，
他，觉得自己很愚蠢，
他，想结束单身身活
他，用了很多办法，
他，还是被拒绝了，
他，起初相信付出努力和毅力是有用的，
他，结果伤的更严重，
他，慢慢封闭了自己的内心，
他，试着去哭，
他，总是欲哭无泪，
他，总是选择伤心的歌，
他，总是笑着面对朋友，
他，总是装着一副表情告诉他们没事。

可是，在他心目中并不是这样，
他，活在一个伤心的世界，
他，常灌醉自己，
他，常问自己做错了什么，
他，一向来不相信神的存在，
他，现在却会向神求救，
他，怀疑为什么神不满足他唯一的希望，
他，有些时候觉得活在这世上很没有意义，
他，然而为了他的父母，
他，掩饰的活下去，
他，还是抱着渺小的希望，
他，信着自己在事业上有成就，
他，信着自己有出人头地的一天。

可是，这并不是他所期待的一切，
他，期待着缘分的到来，
他，希望可以和她过的快快乐乐，
他，可以失去一却就只为了她，
他，觉得她的幸福就是他的幸福。

最后，他已经无能为力了。

Ok ok, I have been in US for around 2 months so far, I got a lot of memories and experiences so far in such a short time. Here I would like to do some comparison between my life in US, Drake and my life in Malaysia, Subang

Subang
1. 4 meals a day
2. A variety of food choices
3. Dota, CC everyday
4. No exercise, too lazy and no facilities
5. Weather is hot there
6. Due to the hot whether, so a lot of hot chicks
7. At least get to sing karaoke
8. A lot entertainment, movie theater, clubbing
9. Unhealthy lifestyle
10. Less assignment
11. Never study

US
1. 2 meals a day
2. Food choices so far is 4 only =.= wtf is this
3. Laptop everyday, however less dota
4. At least got do gym and some sport every week, but still so fat =.=
5. Here very hard to say, sometimes cold sometimes hot
6. Too cold, most people prefer to keep their mountains, lol
7. Satu karaoke pun tak ada
8. Here got pub, however...however, due to yeah I like that the fucking rules in US, age below 21
are illegal to drink, fuck the government o0o
9. I believe I am more healthier here
10. More assignment macam bukit
11. Study more, still no use, worse than not study

Above are so far the difference I can get out, I believe there are much more, give some suggestion, however, both share some similarities

1. When there are homework, quiz and test that means is a stress to me
2. Starbucks everytime study... =.= yeah man, I like it
3. Still single...haiz
4. The old same me...luckily I "think" so
5. Alcoholic??

Feel free to leave comments

Why all of a sudden in a full moon, I would start this type of topic?



You know why?


Because~~~lately, people keep on saying that I am "RICH" for getting PS3 and HDTV, lol, haha I know all of them are just kidding, but I feel like getting this topic, is interesting man


One of the conversation I get in Walmart just now evening.


Someone : Hello Jack, what you want to buy today?
Me : I am getting a HDTV
Someone : RICH guy


It seems to be RICH to get all this item at a same time, but...but...but... I think that you all are wrong man...



Statements:


First of all, define the meaning of RICH


In dictionary, RICH means wealth...crapping


My definition, it means that you own
1. Cool car like lamborgini, ferrari
2. Mansion
3. Hot chicks, yeah
4. Planes, helicopters



LOL, it seems that I dint satisfied one of them



Secondly, and honestly, both items cost me US 750, convert it into Malaysia should be RM2850
Let say, working salary in Malaysia would be 1 hour RM5, I had to work up to 570 hours，
In US, my condition now, I would need to work approximately 107 hours to earn that,
Both are of course part time rate...
In a nutshell, every electronic items is CHEAPER a lot




And one more thing, this is the first time I officially receive my salary
just like I post in msn just now


船到桥头自然直，钱到手头自然乱


means, maksud, 意思，


拿到钱就开始乱花，lol tak masuk akal betul



Last but not least, enjoy my beautiful ladies

Ok friends, the topic obviously what am I in now for this few weeks
I have been busy and very stress with my study

I write blog now just because I want curi tulang a while,
I calculated now I get 24 hours marathon on MATHS question....

Seriously imba stress here...

Btw, I am coming back to Malaysia on May...See You Guys

Blog maybe will be updated start tomorrow and will change all the skin and stuff, will turn back to be active again and i will post up the pic

Sorry for the inactive this few days....
recently have been busy with tests, assignments, and quizzes
Have to many things to study and catch up... or else I am a dead meat confirm

Coming up for next week
Tuesday - Assignment for Marketing, Acturial Science 140
Wednesday - Assignment for Finance 101, Test for Finance 101
Thursday - Test for Actuarial Science 140

Imagine all these in a weeks time... really want " long pia " d...