The Day The Jack Stood Strong

Machine gun? SuperHero? or Liang Lui

Look at the picture below:

My activity corner

Master Bed Room~~

Kitchen...Never use it

Sorry for the late update...Recently busy and no time to deal with the internet. Here is the trip from day 22 to 27. This is where our journey begin. Soon Han, Jian How, You Ying and me take bus from Shahab to Pudu. And our bus is ~~

Trust me, we won't want to take this bus anymore...take us 7 hours to arrive if I am not mistaken... Dumb bus =.=

Day 23, we go to Sunway Pyramid, our plan is to ice skating. However, time doesn't allow us to do so. Here we met with Ting Hooi, one of the band member. He told us he work in a Korean Restaurant~~ Anio Haseyo~~

Day 24, our journey start at a familiar place KL Central. We take our breakfast at what "percik" restaurant. Taste Sux. We went to Titiwangsa and take bus to reach Genting. Enjoy the picture below~

look at the face and you know how the food taste like~~

Today, i have no idea where the hell the sick come from...
I think is because boring that makes me so sick...
Everyday, wake up in the afternoon 12pm. sit in front of the pc and don't know what to do.

However, I message with the girl at around 10 pm,
It was so wonderful because she reply me^^
At least I know that we are still friends~~
And my sick is like ~~
It helps a lot, hahaha

Honestly, I have not enough time in Malaysia to pikat her.
left less than a month for me to go US and I dint prepare yet =.=

我还能爱谁
我一路的追
我的世界
没有你

this is the best song that can represent me now, lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYfCHGaIVSk

Today, I saw her again in somewhere else, we had a short conversation. I choose to believe my searching answer is hidden inside the conversation.

Friends, I think is time for me to have a fullstop for this story.

I feel that our maximum relationship is at the good friend only.

Dare not express my feelings toward her...

She knows I am going to US soon... Even though if success, it will be a suffer for us.

Outside I look unemotional, but in my heart, i am so emotional, day by day,getting worse by worse, i have no idea what am I doing now

I choose to respect her. To give an end to this story. There is no more guess. And if you know the answer, please help me keep it secret. I believe the girl never see this blog before. So respect her if you are still my friend. Have to adjust back my feelings before going US.

This is the best song for me now "mirae", enjoy it

Lately, i have been sms with her a lot, however, i have no courage to tell her how i feel about her.. most of our conversation are nonsense. And most of the time, I the one that lead the conversation, of course she got reply back as well, however the feelings she give me is just a normal friend.I am very blur now~~ and I have no courage to express my feeling, honestly, i get the psychology term "phobia". Due to always get rejected by girls. I believe 2 reason that causes it.First is the face problem and second is the attitude problem. Face problem, dont need said d..pimples.. attitude problem... rough words always come out from my mouth. I tried to avoid using it in my normal conversation. However is hard. Especially in the games. Is like a habit...

Gladly all this thing can be difference when i reach US...here i would like to express my feelings and opinions in US.I believe that US is a change point in my life. I maybe worse or another way. Most likely worse...alcholic...rough words that you never see before...i learn those quite fast...In the other way, my pimples will gone due to the weather there. Cold and dry weather is the only way to cure my face now =.=

And this few days I start to blog. I feel weird myself and a lot of friends come tease me. However the feelings is Very hard to describe. It feels much more better when you write out no matter people give you positive or negative comments. Maybe going US d. Should be much more open

Thanks for blogging my page....
For your information...i doesn't have the girl's photo
and if i got...i also wont post up...respect ppl in first place....hahaha^^

If i kao diok...eventually I will announced out...if no, sorry dei, you all have to wait me bring 1 black and 1 white in US d...

And I am free now...feel free to call me go out yam cha or what...haha ^^

As usual,i had come back to school to see my old friends and also new faces in prefect.

The first day of the prefect camp,that is the night ceremony,someone had introduce me to a girl...at that time i was like very shock because he suddenly call the girl and she look at me...my heart is like "WTH"...

However,the girl is cute...Therefore I tried to approach her...
my chances is on the third day of the prefect camp, camp fire
we are having bbq that time...that time I saw the girl bbqing...
I saw it as a chance...thus i take meatballs and put beside her...i call someone help me to do the bbq...of course it would sure be her because there is no ppl around. I start to joke about bbq. I told her that when she said the food is cooked that means i will eat even though is not yet cook.

After the camp fire night finish,i went out with a group of ex-prefect and had gathering in Old Town. At around 12am like that, we decide to go back. However that is their choice. I alone go back to the school. You know what am i doing. This time i get a lot more opportunity. I get chances to talk with her and somemore get her handphone number. I was like "YES". My chances is like 70 to 80 percent...

The next day, i go to school as well. This time i get her msn!!!And i found out that she work in somewhere else.

However 1 thing always bother me this few days. I have to go to US d....
What should I do? Continue to chase her? My opinion is that if i dint chase her, I will regret forever. But it feels like very selfish. Please dont shoot me after read this post. I am blur now...