The Day The Jack Stood Strong

Reviving Blog!!!

2010-02-23T12:10:00.001+08:00

As the title said, there will be a few plan to revive my old blog. The main reason is to earn some money. So please support me, I appreciate your visit and comment on what I post on it.
Changes and new topics will be uploaded soon. Still on the planning phase.

My PS3

2009-06-08T03:35:00.010+08:00

Let's talk about PS3...

How was it? 1 word describe it

"AWESOME"

Why?

Because of the
.
.
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JUNE E3!!!!

Lately E3 has announce some new games,

First and for all for Final Fantasy Fans,
There will be a Final Fantasy 14 online coming out soon!!

Try imagine how will the game be when playing online with so high quality graphic

Next on, yeah man Assassin's Creed 2

Notice what is the difference with assasin's creed 1?

God Of War 3

Here is a list of games so far I owned with my friends

GTA 4
Infamous (the best game in PS3 so far)
Resident Evil 5
Metal Gear Solid 4
Fifa 2009
Pro Evo 2009
Street Fighter 4
Wolverine (dont buy this)

Future game list

Final Fantasy 13
Final Fantasy 14 online
God of War 3
Assassin's Creed 2
Need for Speed : Shift

Btw, I am going to get Wii as well and also a new PC, I will post it up when I bought it

I AM BACK!!!

2009-04-22T00:11:00.015+08:00

Hi Guys and Girls, I am back again here, maybe is because too boring
Forgive for late update, recently been working full day.
Here a few for photos to remind how I look like now,
Is a ball 2 months ago. As well some leng lui pics. Slowly enjoy

The right side is a France guy name Thierry

2 leng luis!!

ABC gal~~lol

France Girls

My favourite pic

Korean girl beside me, hehe!!

My dai sou

Emo Day

2009-03-24T11:43:00.002+08:00

Come back from work, on facebook and listen to the song...all of a sudden feel so sad...
Haiz...no idea how to control myself...

我做到了

2009-03-22T10:56:00.002+08:00

在这个一星期假期里，我做到了，那就是

白天5pm醒来，梳洗完毕，吃“早餐”，会家online, 打ps3, 吃晚餐，看download下来的movie,
凌晨睡觉。

这样的日子重复了一个星期，还有话讲吗？@#@@&^*^&(*%&^$!^_%&^q(*0

有够宅了。。。

明天就开学了，希望日子会好一点。。。

Wah~~

2009-03-20T19:48:00.004+08:00

Today, I drop my tears... listen to just a song and after watch a horror movie ... =.=

the song is 一句话... ...

I think it drop because my mother's words that make me think about it, today I contact with her in msn.

I was playing PS3 that time and my mother ask me to find a girl friend in US =.=
The reason she ask me to find a gf so that......my summer holiday wont be so boring =.=
So, I drop because it reminds me that I am single and somemore with the song....

However, I stun a while and you know how I reply my mum?

mai ka li kong...pi pikir sendiri

Announcements

2009-03-20T17:18:00.004+08:00

To all my families and friends,

Great news today,

I am not going to back Malaysia on this coming summer =.=
Due to my father, I am forced to stay here for 3 months holiday without things to do

WTF!!!!

We shall meet in the next year May 2010...sayonara........................

Recorrect maybe is 2011 d.....is very hard to say that time... I may get my internship

他

2009-03-19T18:33:00.005+08:00

上一次，在刹那间，让我想起了一个关于他的故事。灵感是来自一个孤单寂寞的晚上。故事是从他小时候到成人的经历，

在一个童年的回忆
他，还是个十二岁的孩童，
他，充满着信心，
他，做起什么事来都是斗气高昂，
他，觉得未来是不会输给哥哥姐姐们的，
他，是个天真活泼的孩童
他，相信自己在未来是可以成功的，
他，坚信着只要有心一定会成功。

在他踏入中一时候
他，经历了一些挫折，
他，不觉得是个问题，
他，勇于面对与挑战，
他，追求了一位心上人，
他，付出了四年，
他，换来的是一场空，
他，还是坚持到最后没放弃。

在他开始接触社会时候
他，已经失去了童年的信心，
他，发现这世界并不容易，
他，发现自己在走下坡，
他，考试成绩一落千丈，
他，试着改变自己，
他，为了得到别人的注意而开始做很多傻事，
他，觉得自己很愚蠢，
他，想结束单身身活
他，用了很多办法，
他，还是被拒绝了，
他，起初相信付出努力和毅力是有用的，
他，结果伤的更严重，
他，慢慢封闭了自己的内心，
他，试着去哭，
他，总是欲哭无泪，
他，总是选择伤心的歌，
他，总是笑着面对朋友，
他，总是装着一副表情告诉他们没事。

可是，在他心目中并不是这样，
他，活在一个伤心的世界，
他，常灌醉自己，
他，常问自己做错了什么，
他，一向来不相信神的存在，
他，现在却会向神求救，
他，怀疑为什么神不满足他唯一的希望，
他，有些时候觉得活在这世上很没有意义，
他，然而为了他的父母，
他，掩饰的活下去，
他，还是抱着渺小的希望，
他，信着自己在事业上有成就，
他，信着自己有出人头地的一天。

可是，这并不是他所期待的一切，
他，期待着缘分的到来，
他，希望可以和她过的快快乐乐，
他，可以失去一却就只为了她，
他，觉得她的幸福就是他的幸福。

最后，他已经无能为力了。

Changes In My Life

2009-03-19T12:25:00.004+08:00

Ok ok, I have been in US for around 2 months so far, I got a lot of memories and experiences so far in such a short time. Here I would like to do some comparison between my life in US, Drake and my life in Malaysia, Subang

Subang
1. 4 meals a day
2. A variety of food choices
3. Dota, CC everyday
4. No exercise, too lazy and no facilities
5. Weather is hot there
6. Due to the hot whether, so a lot of hot chicks
7. At least get to sing karaoke
8. A lot entertainment, movie theater, clubbing
9. Unhealthy lifestyle
10. Less assignment
11. Never study

US
1. 2 meals a day
2. Food choices so far is 4 only =.= wtf is this
3. Laptop everyday, however less dota
4. At least got do gym and some sport every week, but still so fat =.=
5. Here very hard to say, sometimes cold sometimes hot
6. Too cold, most people prefer to keep their mountains, lol
7. Satu karaoke pun tak ada
8. Here got pub, however...however, due to yeah I like that the fucking rules in US, age below 21
are illegal to drink, fuck the government o0o
9. I believe I am more healthier here
10. More assignment macam bukit
11. Study more, still no use, worse than not study

Above are so far the difference I can get out, I believe there are much more, give some suggestion, however, both share some similarities

1. When there are homework, quiz and test that means is a stress to me
2. Starbucks everytime study... =.= yeah man, I like it
3. Still single...haiz
4. The old same me...luckily I "think" so
5. Alcoholic??

Feel free to leave comments

I am "RICH"

2009-03-18T19:17:00.004+08:00

Why all of a sudden in a full moon, I would start this type of topic?

You know why?

Because~~~lately, people keep on saying that I am "RICH" for getting PS3 and HDTV, lol, haha I know all of them are just kidding, but I feel like getting this topic, is interesting man

One of the conversation I get in Walmart just now evening.

Someone : Hello Jack, what you want to buy today?
Me : I am getting a HDTV
Someone : RICH guy

It seems to be RICH to get all this item at a same time, but...but...but... I think that you all are wrong man...

Statements:

First of all, define the meaning of RICH

In dictionary, RICH means wealth...crapping

My definition, it means that you own
1. Cool car like lamborgini, ferrari
2. Mansion
3. Hot chicks, yeah
4. Planes, helicopters

LOL, it seems that I dint satisfied one of them

Secondly, and honestly, both items cost me US 750, convert it into Malaysia should be RM2850
Let say, working salary in Malaysia would be 1 hour RM5, I had to work up to 570 hours，
In US, my condition now, I would need to work approximately 107 hours to earn that,
Both are of course part time rate...
In a nutshell, every electronic items is CHEAPER a lot

And one more thing, this is the first time I officially receive my salary
just like I post in msn just now

船到桥头自然直，钱到手头自然乱

means, maksud, 意思，

拿到钱就开始乱花，lol tak masuk akal betul

Last but not least, enjoy my beautiful ladies

Lately~

2009-03-17T19:20:00.005+08:00

What have i been doing lately?

Guess

Wallap, and this is my new collection =.=

You know what I mean with all this things... Having a hard time here, need some support

Second, I just got PS3 80 gb today!!!yeah man...waited for this damn long...but still left one thing missing in my life that I need to fix it hardly...

I will get a new HDTV tomorrow, in order to enjoy the great game.
Thats it for tonight, sleeping soon, I would take more time to modify this blog in coming 2 days, a lot of things to talk about lately...

STRESS!!!

2009-03-12T17:21:00.002+08:00

Ok friends, the topic obviously what am I in now for this few weeks
I have been busy and very stress with my study

I write blog now just because I want curi tulang a while,
I calculated now I get 24 hours marathon on MATHS question....

Seriously imba stress here...

Btw, I am coming back to Malaysia on May...See You Guys

Blog maybe will be updated start tomorrow and will change all the skin and stuff, will turn back to be active again and i will post up the pic

Inactive

2009-03-04T13:38:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the inactive this few days....
recently have been busy with tests, assignments, and quizzes
Have to many things to study and catch up... or else I am a dead meat confirm

Coming up for next week
Tuesday - Assignment for Marketing, Acturial Science 140
Wednesday - Assignment for Finance 101, Test for Finance 101
Thursday - Test for Actuarial Science 140

Imagine all these in a weeks time... really want " long pia " d...

Nick Vujicic

2009-02-17T16:25:00.003+08:00

I believe a lot of people will wondering why all of a sudden I post this name up...

believe me, you will be the same if you are in my position...

Every life got ups and downs, however how many people can get it up when we fall deeply?

The below is the link I get in my finance class :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MnlhZyW959k&feature=related

Most of the class student almost cry because of this video... imagine one day you are break up and lose job, will you ever stand up like him?

Crapping for today

2009-02-16T15:37:00.002+08:00

Nothing special, but for those that like romantic should see this link in the "guess show"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iEVbLXsiAGg

嗨，说真的
这是我第一次没有什么理由
也没有什么原因
很单纯的想去做一件
让我自己开心的事
因为我觉得你很漂亮
所以我想和你说一声
但怕觉得我在打扰你
所以我不会留什么资料
谢谢
你让我有个愉快的经验

and the girl is very very nice...guys dont miss out this ro ma words... some girls like it~~

顶！

2009-02-16T15:35:00.003+08:00

this is something i found out recently in my laptop,get from one website and copy it down... =.=

顶！
我顶！
我再顶！
我用力顶！
我很用力顶！
我非常用力顶！
我用尽全力去顶！
就算鞋子烂也要顶！
就算腾讯倒闭也要顶！
就算天塌下来我都要顶！
要是天真塌下来了继续顶！
要是地面凹了我不管继续顶！
要是踩到我脚骨折我也继续顶！
要是别人见了骂我傻我还是要顶！
要是警察敢过来阻止我就更加要顶！
要是你看我不爽我没办法还要继续顶！
要是你觉得敢兴趣你也可以过来一起顶！
踩到地下水喷发造成洪灾损失惨重我也顶！
踩到益阳地震山崩地裂地下水泛滥我还要顶！
踩到火山喷发太平洋海啸我还要继续往死里顶！
踩到阎罗王说我制造噪音我刁根烟看看他继续顶！
踩到日天昏地暗惊天地泣鬼神我不管我还要继续顶！
踩到刚刚重建好的伊拉克房屋又倒塌了我不管还是顶！

Valentine Day~~

2009-02-12T14:35:00.002+08:00

Left 2 days~~ single guys, be prepare, give flowers or what~~
机会不等人，只有我们在等机会。

AGAIN!

2009-02-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

This time by a much more stronger lightning...

I think I am going to dead... Struggling...

The above is crapping... to me, there are meaning behind
Below are the real struggle

Stats 2:
Pareto
Gamma
Weibull
Inverse Weibull
Exponential
Inverse Exponential
Burr
Chi
Landa

wtf are all this distribution???

AGAIN

2009-02-10T01:11:00.001+08:00

Get struck by lightning again.....

Guess what is this suppose to be.......

Change

2009-02-07T18:49:00.009+08:00

Yup, today I would like to talk about a change in my life.

Before that, I would like to apologize for the laziness and buziness of me updating this blog. First of all, the weather here start to be warm. Is better than the first time i reach here. However, now i feel very hot here =.=

For my friends in Malaysia, I had work for the first time in my life!!! And my work is at a campus restaurant call "Hubbell". Unfortunately, I have no picture working here. If got chance I would call my friends to take picture and post on it. I start to work 2 weeks ago, that is Jan 25. Basically work for 7 hours per week. And my work is like serving food to the customers. However is on a station and grab the food for the customers. The work here is tough. However is very earning because one hours = $7++. The thing is that I start to realize that money is not easy to earn at all. I know it looks dumb to realize it now, but I am grateful that I have been given the chance.

And I also asking for internship during Thursday. For your information, I plan to get internship on summer. If I could not get it, then meet me in Malaysia this coming May or June. For those that don't want to see me then wish me good luck on the internship. Otherwise, curse me not to get the internship this year. LOL

Business Man, lol~~

Haha, syiok sendiri

The internship thng is held in a hall. There are around 66 companies attend. Is very professional and we are required to wear formal with coat. It looks profesional on me seriously. I like the coat, is given by my father. There are one problem we encounter here. I am still a junior and usually is hard for junior to get because we lack of experience and our resume is like very "cacat". Still I try my best to get as many as possible in Finance, Marketing, Business and of course Actuarial Science field. Is a good way to learn interact profesionally with the interviewer. Here is how I start talking to "most" of the interviewer.

Example interviewer name is Jessica

Me : Hi, I am Jack, nice to meet you.
Jessica : Hi, I am Jesicca, nice to meet you too.
Me : Erm, what is this company all about? ( this is one of the way to start, it seems to be rude, however I dont care, lol )
Jessica : Blah blah blah
Me : Do you all provide internship for summer? I am majoring in Actuarial Science, planning to get one, here is my resume, would you like to view it? ( Basically is something like that )
Jessica : Oh well good .... blah blah blah
Me : Thanks for the information.
Jessica : You are welcome

Basically all my conversation almost like that =.= . I think got around 20 to 30 company I ask for internship. Hahaha it looks dumb, however it is fun to interact with them.

Here, I found one big changing, and I hardly believe myself. I start to study books even though is not on the exam week. OMG, I don't know how long I can last for, but confirm is a big change compare back to when I am in secondary school and Subang. And I sometimes found that study is fun ... Oh yah, I had stop Dota and online game now. It doesn't mean I wont play them. Just that when I was free and got time to do so. Basically my time will be occupy by working, studying, assignment, and gathering most of the time.

Friends~

Now, 5 am here, is time to talk about my single life. Haha, and again here, I found that I am not so desperate anymore compare to other friends, haha. I told myself not to be desperate because I scare to hurt myself deeply again ( got story behind ). So, I will be like normal approach on these "things". And here, friends, got a lot American, China, Malaysia and other countries leng lui oh~~, I will try to post some if I got chance to take their picture. Haha, and I am trying to approach American, learn some tactic flirting with them, hahaha.

Valentine is coming soon guys, for those single, please find some partner loh before valentine day, haha. If could not find one, then held a party just for single to find partner loh, hahaha.
I got my plan as well. Here, I would call someone else to send my flower as a meaning to people that I used to say "zet' aime" before...

I would like to help my friends Yoon Wei do some advertisement. He had just open a new blog recently, go support and give comment on him please. Here is the link :

http://jacobyap.blogspot.com/

Last but not least, gratz to our Mr Kedah, Mr Kee. He got a nice body now, very awesome man. I will support you. You can do it.

Busy and Lazy~~

2009-02-03T13:57:00.002+08:00

This few days I have been busy with assignments, studies, gathering, entertainments, and works. For those that curious about me working, this is my first time working. And I work in a restaurant for 7 hours in a week with around 7 usd per hour. So far still ok, can handle.

Today during my financial class, my lecturer show me a short video clip in youtube. The name is some sort of "father guido ... 5 minutes university". Go check it, is very funny and interesting.

And for Malaysian friends, here a lot leng lui oh... especially ang mo gao... haha next time if got chance I find some of the leng lui post it up...

Happy Chinese 牛 Years

2009-01-26T13:13:00.002+08:00

To all my friends and families, i here deeply wish you all

Happy Chinese 牛 Year

在这牛年，希望大家快快乐乐, 牛转乾坤，新的一年新希望，牛力全开，做任何事都像牛一样，持有恨信，毅力，远方在多困难，经济在不好，也要坚持到底。

还有不要把“财源广进”念成“裁员广进”，不要把“心想事成”念成“薪饷四成”。

Sincerely from

Wei Jack Ng

My Girl Name Cherry~~

2009-01-23T02:14:00.017+08:00

Late post for this picture~~saw my sister facebook and it reminds me of this little kid that i took picture 2 weeks ago!! Haha and my girl here of course is not girl friend...haha she is my niece.

First of all, she is very very CUTE!!!! My niece of course, proud of her~~ look at the picture and you know what i said~~

Look at the innocent face, where can tahan... the left side dog is my gift to her

Really innocent~~

Her uncle ~~ =P

Look at her face...very chuen leh

Her grandparents~~ lol

Also her grandparents. haha

My father lecturing her i think...hahaha

KAWAII

Must Check This 2 wor~~

Her Cousin Tong Tong and her~~

Basketball match

2009-01-19T14:35:00.010+08:00

This is the first time I watch basketball match, and is in Drake.
This match is too profesional and I can't afford to miss out. Is showing on the ESPN channel. The match was so profesional with supporters, tv casting, air balloon and all kinds of stuff. Is a match between Drake and Uni. However it was not fun because Drake lose with a huge mark. Is around 30 marks. Really ashame. A lot of my senior told me they wont twice in last year, but I hardly believe they will lose so cham...

Saw? on the right side...so pro...and the balloon ship on the top right side

The "Bulldogs" team

My friend with a nice smile :)

The audience

The ceremony, there are different events as well. Forget to capture it down

Here is the 12 second show

Is time for more new pictures!!!

2009-01-19T14:09:00.011+08:00

Sorry for the late post of the pic. Recently busy met with new friends and hang out with them. Most of them are asian still. Trying to mix with the americans, is just a matter of time! Here, the sad case is we are required to be over 21 years old in order to get alcohol... wtf is this rule!!! however rules are meant to be break for me, hahaha.

Here I slowly used to the weather d, and is fun in the winter because you feel cold everyday. I prefer cold more than hot. So every night i will walk alone a while before going back to my home.
Haha the snow always makes me feel about the movie "winter sonata" scene... very romantic when walking at night with partners I think. And today I msn with my mum and she said my face had became thin... swt really... guys and girls give comment on this... I have no idea isit thin or not ... Last but not least, the life here is very boring. There is no entertainment anymore to me T_T, the only entertainment for me now is hang out with friends and online chat msn everyday...... really really swt and I am out of dota d......

Below are some of the pictures with the "white" snow i take recently. Enjoy it

The building in this picture is actually part of my uni, I will get more of my uni pic soon

The coldest night ever and we are having pizza!!!

Second pizza =.=

My inti friends, haha my hair is still red

Posing

New friends =.=

Guys waiting for bus to go Walmart and take a picture...

Ice on my hand

HUGE ice...

This is my seniors, there are more seniors here, just dint show up in this pic

Haha, I think in my upcoming blog, I will put up ang mo lang's pic soon. Leng lui type maybe in a month time or more,who knows =.= hahahaha

Winter Day~~

2009-01-18T03:29:00.004+08:00

Start to like the weather here. Is so cold everyday. Skin problem starts here. Dry and itchy, lips break, nose bleeding, haha damn creepy right?

However is really fun everyday cold like that, yesterday night I just take a walk around my house apartment and is so wonderful. However, we had suffer the ereworst weather at here as well in jan 16 like that. The weather is around -20 c and when wind comes,is around -40c ...=.= try to think how Malaysian people survive in this type of weather? Imagine you are staying in the refrigerator.

Here are some new friends I meet here. Haha seriously not much leng lui asian here. However a lot of ang mo leng lui here. Getting to know them soon, hehe!!

First Achieve In My Life

2009-01-15T08:19:00.011+08:00

This is a gift that are meant to give someone else... This gift have been built finish before I leave Malaysia. There is a long story and history behind it =.=. The owner should be a girl, and I feel so stupid to build that, hahaha. However, there is no more owner for this gift...
So I am wondering who would like it? It looks ugly, however I had used almost 1 week to finish this thing, believe me, it takes a lot of time and energy! I did until my finger red... It just built by glue and stick. Of course, knife cutter and ruler...

The idea is came from the Open Day when I am form 5. That time I was Pengerusi of Reka Cipta. And for the souvenier, I design out this small little house. I manage to finish around 80 house that time and it cost me RM100++ =.= However is worth because my souvenier finish fast~~ So this time i came out with this design, but is built in stick, the satay stick...

This is the design, is incomplete, but will somehow remind people that have this souvenier

This is the wall, it looks different from the paper design, cause it takes a lot of time, so i come up with other design for the wall

The inside X is to strengthen the wall

This is all the things that require to finish the project.

It maybe unseen here, but the top finger really red d... T_T

The completed project. There are actually words on it. Decorated version is not shown here...

This thing to me is the most stupid thing i had ever done. The girl not even want to see and I somemore finish it~~ Haha, however this thing is still in my house, I told the girl that I will burnt it or throw it, however, I dint do that, haha, what to do, 1 week project, not easy to finish. Next blog update will be coming soon. Keep it up guys.

US~~

2009-01-15T07:30:00.005+08:00

After a few hours of flight from Malaysia to Singapore to Tokyo to Minneapolis and to Drake, I finally reach here safely with my friends =.=. Look at the flight, is almost 2 days time. It really kills me a lot and i will get phobia of taking airplane soon. Next time i, will post up the pic of the airplane view. Now i will tell the story in Drake.

First of all, Iowa here is seriously cover with snow everywhere. Is so cold that I manage to take just a few picture. The snow is so white~~and so cold~~. Believe me, you won't want to try it. Below are the pictures.

The degree is around -16c to -20c like that, here, i try to stand still to take pic~~

This is Holiday Inn

Now nothing to do here seriously, I think i will concentrate more on study and play blog more often, haha, stay tune pals!!!

Last Day!

2009-01-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day...From now onwards, i am not using my phone 0174751758 d...so pls dont phone that number, it belongs to someone now. I will buy a new number there. Thus, I will post the number on my blog or on my msn. Anyone that miss me can call me at anytime. My place there slow 12 hours. So is better to call me at 12 pm. Of course I will be glad to receive the calls.

My flight is at 10.45 pm. From KLIA to Singapore to Minneapolis and lastly Des Moines. So i will leave AS at 9 am like that on Jan 12 and reach KLIA at 8.45 pm.

To my friends, anyone that I had hut before in this 20 years time, please forgive me. And to friends, you all are always my friends no matter how far we are. I will never forget you all. Hahaha~~ If come to US, make sure come visit me. I will sponsor you all stay,eat and play, the condition is I have enough money, lol.

Bye to my friends...

4 days left...

2009-01-08T12:15:00.002+08:00

There are 4 more days for me to leave this memoriable place.
Everything is coming to fast. Finish form 5, go to college, and study in US, all this process is like very fast to me.

Yesterday night, I suddenly feel so sad thinking of going US. I have never wonder about that before. Just like "The Spirit" movie, every piece of memories cross through your mind. Maybe because I will miss all my families and friends in US. Start to take full use of this four days. Try to appreciate my families and friends.

The Best Day For Me

2009-01-06T23:36:00.007+08:00

Why say so?I also dunno =.=

All this picture is taken by a ghost, not me

the ghost want me to post this =.=

The most artistic picture...Stay so long in Alor Star, never see this bridge before......

Future lawyer,hahaha

New Year 2009

2009-01-05T19:52:00.002+08:00

Refer back to countdown that day...

It was a fun night...we all celebrate in the Old Town...

Chit chat for almost 4 hours...swt

This is also Chean Ying and Wei Chun birthday.
Thus, I go to the Spring Leaf there celebrate with CY a while...

haha me and her...nth

Hello To 2009

2009-01-01T03:06:00.002+08:00

First Day Of 2009!!!Here I would like to wish everyone Happy New Year 2009, New Year New Hope, Happy Always. Today, I would like to talk about my feelings toward 2008 and achievement that need to accomplish in the coming "years"...

For me 2008 is counted as a cycle of my life...There are rise moment as well as fall moment. Rise moment of course is my college life. Is a process of hanging out with friends, start writting blog, and of course clubbing the best part. My fall moment, I believe that is the moment where getting rejected by gals. Lmao and swt =.= super depress at the time like this. Keep on thinking what is the reason behind it and how to recover from it.

Briefly talk about what happen in 2008. Here, I learn what is call democratic. March 13, the tsunami of the politic in Malaysia let me know what is call impossible. The hope of Malaysia. Next, I start drinking beer and enjoying clubbing. I start to know how to appreciate friends and families. I start to be brave how to voice out my feelings. I start to be more socialize. Lastly, I start to train my singing seriously.

However, there are things that can't be achieve in short time. Therefore I have set 3 targets to achieve in 2009. From the academic point of view, I am going to further my actuarial science study in US this Jan 12. For this, I hope that I can finish at least 2 profesional papers before 2009 ends. Althought is just 2 papers, I can tell you the question is very tough. All about statistic...=.=

There are one important thing that I never try before and I always want to. That is to find a partner. The partner I mean of course is not that type play play one or one night stand. The partner I want is a caring, long term and nice heart. A lot people think that I am "hiao" and playing type. Here, I would like to reject it. Most of the time, I talk about sex thing in front of my friend is just to entertain them. For example "one night stand". Guys and girls, do you think I would really do that?

Last but not least, I would like to enter the singing artist circle. Here it may look stupid and silly I talk about that. My singing is not so good and not handsome, is a mission impossible. However, I believe that hard working and "strong will" will be the key for me to success. I have 1 quote that always remind me, is from Bill Gates, the quote sounds "In order to success, you must believe in yourself".
I always believe that I can be a rich man, why not in my singing?

That is all that i would like to express out, it sounds stupid, so please dont shoot me on this topic especially the jokers I mean. It takes me a lot of time to think about it and post it down. There are things that I may forget to write it down as well. Besides that, I would like to say sorry to anyone that I had hurt. Again~~

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

Say Goodbye To L155

2008-12-29T18:52:00.010+08:00

L155, what is that suppose to be?

Machine gun? SuperHero? or Liang Lui

Look at the picture below:

My activity corner

Master Bed Room~~

Kitchen...Never use it

Last but not least...my comfortable bed room...good bye pal...Miss you!!!

Merry Christmas

2008-12-29T18:34:00.028+08:00

Sorry for the late update...Recently busy and no time to deal with the internet. Here is the trip from day 22 to 27. This is where our journey begin. Soon Han, Jian How, You Ying and me take bus from Shahab to Pudu. And our bus is ~~

Trust me, we won't want to take this bus anymore...take us 7 hours to arrive if I am not mistaken... Dumb bus =.=

Day 23, we go to Sunway Pyramid, our plan is to ice skating. However, time doesn't allow us to do so. Here we met with Ting Hooi, one of the band member. He told us he work in a Korean Restaurant~~ Anio Haseyo~~

Day 24, our journey start at a familiar place KL Central. We take our breakfast at what "percik" restaurant. Taste Sux. We went to Titiwangsa and take bus to reach Genting. Enjoy the picture below~

look at the face and you know how the food taste like~~

On the way to Genting. You Ying sleep also so yeng!

The girl behind Shu Yi is so attractive...lol

Five beast posting

Lovely Hat

Now 7 beast posting

The Beauties~

How happy and high they are

Say Cheese~

......

No place to eat...So sad...

Lmao...toilet paper to clean up ourselves...

Day 25, time to go back, all sitting at the bus station waiting for the bus to arrive.

This post had almost take me 1 day to finish...The line is so slow~

Sick and Boring

2008-12-18T01:06:00.006+08:00

Today, i have no idea where the hell the sick come from...
I think is because boring that makes me so sick...
Everyday, wake up in the afternoon 12pm. sit in front of the pc and don't know what to do.

However, I message with the girl at around 10 pm,
It was so wonderful because she reply me^^
At least I know that we are still friends~~
And my sick is like ~~
It helps a lot, hahaha

Honestly, I have not enough time in Malaysia to pikat her.
left less than a month for me to go US and I dint prepare yet =.=

Thailand

2008-12-16T00:31:00.014+08:00

After a few days of emotional story, I think i had to reverse it

Today, I will introduce a place instead of telling sad story,
this is the place, located at Kayu Hitam, called Water View

This is actually a Lake

The tent

Yup and this is me, for those that doesn't know me!

Is still me, haha ^^

The Thai food is really delicious!!!

Food is served with boat

Last but not least, my family!!!

The Girl~~

2008-12-15T02:54:00.005+08:00

见过你的美

我还能爱谁
我一路的追

意冷却不心灰

我的世界

走不出你背影的范围

没有你

会面目全非

this is the best song that can represent me now, lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYfCHGaIVSk

Fullstop

2008-12-14T02:52:00.003+08:00

Today, I saw her again in somewhere else, we had a short conversation. I choose to believe my searching answer is hidden inside the conversation.

Friends, I think is time for me to have a fullstop for this story.

I feel that our maximum relationship is at the good friend only.

Dare not express my feelings toward her...

She knows I am going to US soon... Even though if success, it will be a suffer for us.

Outside I look unemotional, but in my heart, i am so emotional, day by day,getting worse by worse, i have no idea what am I doing now

I choose to respect her. To give an end to this story. There is no more guess. And if you know the answer, please help me keep it secret. I believe the girl never see this blog before. So respect her if you are still my friend. Have to adjust back my feelings before going US.

This is the best song for me now "mirae", enjoy it

Blur~~

2008-12-13T03:08:00.003+08:00

Lately, i have been sms with her a lot, however, i have no courage to tell her how i feel about her.. most of our conversation are nonsense. And most of the time, I the one that lead the conversation, of course she got reply back as well, however the feelings she give me is just a normal friend.I am very blur now~~ and I have no courage to express my feeling, honestly, i get the psychology term "phobia". Due to always get rejected by girls. I believe 2 reason that causes it.First is the face problem and second is the attitude problem. Face problem, dont need said d..pimples.. attitude problem... rough words always come out from my mouth. I tried to avoid using it in my normal conversation. However is hard. Especially in the games. Is like a habit...

Gladly all this thing can be difference when i reach US...here i would like to express my feelings and opinions in US.I believe that US is a change point in my life. I maybe worse or another way. Most likely worse...alcholic...rough words that you never see before...i learn those quite fast...In the other way, my pimples will gone due to the weather there. Cold and dry weather is the only way to cure my face now =.=

And this few days I start to blog. I feel weird myself and a lot of friends come tease me. However the feelings is Very hard to describe. It feels much more better when you write out no matter people give you positive or negative comments. Maybe going US d. Should be much more open

Dear Lovely Friends

2008-12-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

Thanks for blogging my page....
For your information...i doesn't have the girl's photo
and if i got...i also wont post up...respect ppl in first place....hahaha^^

If i kao diok...eventually I will announced out...if no, sorry dei, you all have to wait me bring 1 black and 1 white in US d...

And I am free now...feel free to call me go out yam cha or what...haha ^^

Prefect Camp

2008-12-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

As usual,i had come back to school to see my old friends and also new faces in prefect.

The first day of the prefect camp,that is the night ceremony,someone had introduce me to a girl...at that time i was like very shock because he suddenly call the girl and she look at me...my heart is like "WTH"...

However,the girl is cute...Therefore I tried to approach her...
my chances is on the third day of the prefect camp, camp fire
we are having bbq that time...that time I saw the girl bbqing...
I saw it as a chance...thus i take meatballs and put beside her...i call someone help me to do the bbq...of course it would sure be her because there is no ppl around. I start to joke about bbq. I told her that when she said the food is cooked that means i will eat even though is not yet cook.

After the camp fire night finish,i went out with a group of ex-prefect and had gathering in Old Town. At around 12am like that, we decide to go back. However that is their choice. I alone go back to the school. You know what am i doing. This time i get a lot more opportunity. I get chances to talk with her and somemore get her handphone number. I was like "YES". My chances is like 70 to 80 percent...

The next day, i go to school as well. This time i get her msn!!!And i found out that she work in somewhere else.

However 1 thing always bother me this few days. I have to go to US d....
What should I do? Continue to chase her? My opinion is that if i dint chase her, I will regret forever. But it feels like very selfish. Please dont shoot me after read this post. I am blur now...

Self Introduce

2008-11-26T03:31:00.000+08:00

Hi, for those that doesn't know me,
my name is Ng Wei Jack
nickname Jack
now 19 years old, planning to study Actuarial Science
going US next Jan 12
interest in playing internet games and reading manga

This is the first time i start the blog
so if there is grammar or spelling mistake pls dont be shock
I am dumb in english, always get low mark in this subject
I started this blog because the holiday is too long,
I am so~~ boring~~